This is the reason why I haven’t been on my laptop in weeks. There are a dozen and one things I need to update my tumblr about, but for some reason, I’m avoiding documenting my life right now. I don’t exactly understand why. But I think it’s true that I only reach for my journal when I feel authentic sadness. Anything else, and I will never write about my life. It’s like I’m backwards.

Anyway, today was payday and I finally feel independent from my parents, at least in terms of money. I could have sworn on my life that I was a horrible salesperson, but more and more often I’ve been getting complimented by customers themselves on my techniques. And the best part? I tend to make a large amount of them laugh, a lot. There really is nothing better than to know a stranger is enjoying the few minutes they’re spending with you. For now, I’m content with the way things are.