December 2010
21 posts
I think it’s absurdly insane how when things aren’t as stressing for me, my dreams are more intense than ever. I’m constantly dreaming of everything that represents negative feelings;
anger, jealousy, insecurities, lack of control, envy, intense fear, worry, disgust, and shame.
It’s draining and annoying to say the least.
I’ve been strangely tired this entire week,...
It's safe to say that,
I actually feel guilty whenever I’m reminded of people my age making and playing music. why? because out of all the dreams I’ve ever had, this is the one I wanted the most. and it just makes me realize even more that I really don’t try to make any of my dreams come true. not even the ones I want with all the fibers in my body.
well for now, I can’t wait until my hair...
“time is precious, and time will forget...
pre-work rant:
I wish I could get an enormously huge box and throw in everything I feel, close the box, then proceed in taping, drilling, and welding it closed forever. but of course, my emotions are strong enough to cut through any material invented. now I know how people feel when they spend their entire lives searching for nothing but themselves.
dontmakelists:
#23 - John Maus - Do Your Best
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hmm,
it seems like confessing to my parents that I haven’t been going to college for the last couple of months will be the toughest thing I’ll do in life. so far. right now would be the absolute perfect time to have understanding parents. that, and the world’s strongest sleep inducing ginger twist tea ever. so I could calmly sip myself into a world where nothing matters.
In GoF when I hear Amos Diggory go "THAT'S MY BOY"...
ghostofhislastlaugh:
a lot..
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Words of Confusion?: You know what frustrates me? →
andrebob:
The fact that people still think they have to pursue a suit-and-tie job. Sure, I completely understand that if you like math, you’d enjoy being a math professor, or accountant, or engineer. Sure, I completely understand that if you like business, you’d enjoy being a CEO or small-business owner….
gueeetar
as usual, I woke up today hating the sunshine coming in through my window. but after spending an entire day learning new songs on guitar and actually challenging myself in something, then succeeding, I’m actually genuinely smiling for no reason.
just because playing the guitar really is a handy little escape. and it hasn’t yet dawned on me that I’m going to see warpaint tonight...
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I can see myself waking up next to you, your face...
hippiecrack:
(via likespancakes, phileho)
youveescaped:
New Order - Temptation And I’ve...
